Life

I'm

 

standing here right out of the blue, in a ray of light

 

don't know what to do

 

don't believe in life anymore, but I've go to hang on

 

just

 

for the sake of living

 

I

must

 

get through this  , it will cease to excist, but it'll  take time,

 

 

 

I

 

flip a dime

 

time will be all mine, my life is like a shell, hollow and empty

 

getting

 

drowned by its sea of emotion

 

 

 

thrust upon a shore, barely alive

 

I

 

will

 

recover

 

 

I

 

will crawl to freedom and take it by its tail

 

I

 

will shake it be once more in the running again

 

and

 

get

 

rid of my pain, that grabs me again and again

 

 

 

I

want to get rid of it  and be whole again,'cause I'm downcast

 

thrown un to the ground where I crawl around

 

looking for way out

 

as

 

always in myself , got to do it myself, to be whole again

 

I'll

 

take my stand , be back on the edge , work my way back

 

and

 

I

 

ask myself what do I want from this life

 

 

 

it

 

is

 

not much some sanity to live on in peace

 

and

 

lie

 

under the appletree

 

thinking

 

this life it is to

 

be

 

(c)  JR.