I'm
standing here right out of the blue, in a ray of light
don't know what to do
don't believe in life anymore, but I've go to hang on
just
for the sake of living
I
must
get through this , it will cease to excist, but it'll take time,
I
flip a dime
time will be all mine, my life is like a shell, hollow and empty
getting
drowned by its sea of emotion
thrust upon a shore, barely alive
I
will
recover
I
will crawl to freedom and take it by its tail
I
will shake it be once more in the running again
and
get
rid of my pain, that grabs me again and again
I
want to get rid of it and be whole again,'cause I'm downcast
thrown un to the ground where I crawl around
looking for way out
as
always in myself , got to do it myself, to be whole again
I'll
take my stand , be back on the edge , work my way back
and
I
ask myself what do I want from this life
it
is
not much some sanity to live on in peace
and
lie
under the appletree
thinking
this life it is to
be
(c) JR.